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His Telepathic MurderDay 31:

Your name is still wrapped around my tongue:
How it
dives
into
the
cracks
of my
lips - -
waiting to sneak out so I can feel like you never left.

And the more he confesses his love:
the longer it will be before he can catch me,
because
{you have me chained to your memories}
so I can suffer as if you were really here with me.

It makes my eyes shutter
when I think of how you never
hesitated when you first
admitted you loved me -

I should have known,
You never take a breath when you lie

Stole my HeartYou make my heart race
more times you ever know
and I swear that you took my breath away
when the first time I saw you

The love that shine
more than this life itself
I swear that you were the one
the moment you stepped into my life

You took my heart away
like it wasn't even that hard
and I swear with each passing moment
you were always meant to be the one for me

I love you more than words could be told
cause it doesn't matter when its you I need
The Love that shines like no other
I swear you will always be my number one

You stole my heart
brought me a smile
and in return
I will always Love you

Door Bell (Oftentimes)Oftentimes my door bell rings
I slowly open up the entryway
to Anger waiting anxiously, alone
but these days I just shut him out
don't need him inside my house -
more broken things for me to sweep

Please don't bite me anymore - no words
your poisoning upon my face was faint
tracing of a misty, deep amphetamine:
at first a bursted tinge of open-heart,
but soon the dose grew smaller than a seed -
molehill next to mountains from my past

I used to think of you as something strong
green and awe-bright - cradled by a thousand years
but holding you I felt you bend and slither
watched you swallow whole the things I made
for you - so now I see you s

FaultlineJust one sound falling from your mouth,
And, my lips will burn
From the salt and the wounds you've caused.
The cause you never even meant to start.
I know you didn't mean it.
A sad truth, not every innocent endeavor
Will be met with amnesty.
The regret and the hurt
Will shake the earth beneath my feet.
Split the ground and raise it to the sky.
Your voice, a penetrating barritone.
Boom.

The fine lines of a lie can be emboldened.
The omissions, the stories you feigned.
All of the faults, always mine
My cliff to fall from, a thousand times.
Boom.

I want to believe you
Didn't mean to cause
A stringent distrust that will stain us both.
I

Tulips in WinterI leave surly kisses on your cheek,
Oh how you hate them so.
I know what sits on your tongue,
Cherries and strawberries softly tucked,
in secret caves, wrapped tight round your fleshy fruit.
This subtle letter you write, dominates my alphabet,
Of up and down.

Now please, set the sugar in cup and plate,
I require a soft hand, experienced with anesthesia and scalpel.

Once MoreSoft satin caresses, sweet lips touch,
sending heat down my spine. Fingers
intertwine, brushing mouth, cheeks,

hair, leaving nothing behind. Desire
controls, your lust craving more,
hiding the picture. Moving lips

show mind’s hunger, representing
wavering ways. Sick of twisted motives,
such childish play, now say her name

once more, rekindling blazing flames.
Red drops of passion puddle upon floor,
draining white fingertips damp, speak

once more. Deepen fresh wounds
with twisted smiles. Say her name
once more, I dare to hear such sounds.

If not, hold your tongue, your eternal
peace, and never move those lips from mine.

In My Lover's ArmsIn My Lover's Arms*
for Puabi
"He takes me with him everywhere, and back home for warm love."
Puabi
My mind and my eye are set outdoors
Although i wander, i ne'er will go far
My heart is always warning me
That someone sweet awaits at my side
So i hold her tight in my arms
As i walk through my door
I spend the daylight hours away
But i must return ere night
"The wind can roar and howl
The pouring rain can rain
Yet i shall not be in my home
Till i lie in my lover's arms again"
"Beloved!Come and relax with Puabi now."
*from the words of John Donne

honest poetryWhy is it so hard to love
why can't I
act the same way as I do amongst friends

why must I lie in front of
the one I want to be with for the rest of my life

I feel like you lie the most
to the ones you most love

you want them to believe
you're perfect
so you lie
so they're safe
so thei're happy

but are you happy?
a question easily forgotten
one i've made sure
to pay more attention to

because I can't preteed
that I love you
that I need you
when I'm not happy

I deserve happiness
I deserve light
just like you do so deserve it

i want to wake up smiling
instead of wondering

one day i will know
one day I will look to you and say
that I'm hap

No JewelryNo Jewelry
For Puabi
If, one day, someone gave me a Sapphire
I would give it back
No sapphire can ever match the blue
In her eyes
If someone gave me a Ruby
I would give it back
No ruby can ever match the red
In her lips
If someone gave me a Diamond
I would give it back too
No diamond can ever match the glow
In her heart
I have her
Who is worth more than jewels

V.whenever you wake up, she is gone
leaving long brown strands on your pillows
and the scent of pineapples in the shower.

your thighs ache,
and your eyes are stuck with exhaustion
but you think that those hairs and that smell
could energize you more than caffeine injections.

at night, when you are both together again
her brown hair entangled in your fingers
and pineapple scent pushed into your skin
with every hot breath on your neck,

you think to yourself that maybe, maybe
you know exactly what perfect means.

What, When and WhyWhat, When and Why
For Puabi
What.
What will ensure that she stays alive?
What will heal all her wounds?
What will keep her at my side till death?
What makes her smile?
Love.
When.
When should a man give his love to a woman?
When does she give her love?
When do I give all my love to her?
When does she smile in that love?
All day long and all night.
Why.
Why should a man give his love to a woman?
Because she will give it back.
Why do I give my love to her?
Because she always gives it back.

SpeechlessSpeechless
For Puabi
We return to that moment when love cannot be expressed with words
So many words left unspoken
So many thoughts left unexpressed
Yet even then we feel no loss
To either one of us
We know what lies in each other's heart
We look inside and we find
W hat we knew lies therein all time
Let our words remain unspoken
Let our thoughts be unexpressed
In a tender sigh
In a tight embrace
Gazing eye to eye
All is revealed
"Beloved!"

18.I am dismantled by your being.

It will get better.Don't you love those moments where you idlely just stand by and let some monster decapitate your soul? You tell yourself constantly that "It will get better. I won't let anyone cut out another piece of my heart," but the shadows only continue to grow in the dark corners of your life.

Remember the obnoxious argueing back and forth over the stupidest topics or because someone gave your loved one a flirtatious look or a message? You told yourself "The fights only make us stronger. It will get better.."

I did..

Remember the times your held your ground when he showed his affections towards another, then would get angry and told you not to inter

You, veiled winter blossom, suYou,
veiled winter blossom,
summer tulip
iron shiver.

Honey shapes your lips,
springy bitterness
designs your face.

Delicate in your repression,
naive in your anger,
innocent of your passions.

Your hands cry beauty,
yet, ungracefully, fall your pearl tears.

Now you laugh at me,
hiding yourself,
ignoring yourself.

Now you turn your eyes away,
- silently enough to make my whispers screams.

Spreading your virgin wings, Fear
crushes our desires.
And drowning in beauty,
seduced
humiliated
through your fear I cast away.

- silently enough to let my sorrow melt in dawns.

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cause it wouldnt be love after all
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fearing that I would have no one left
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and never let me go
Love me forever
like I do to you

Holding my hand
face this world for good
with our souls shining
as this smile grows bigger

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now we are forever lovers
Hold my hand
and lets face this world together

Hug me tight
and never let me go
Lets face this world
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and you'll have my heart forever

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through the loving senses in our mind
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and a forever ending

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that i have dreamed
Where this will truly be a reality
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Through the loving moments
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So let this be a lesson to all of us
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and seen so much I have accomplished in life
So many feelings that I have felt
even the happy ones as well

So much has happened in my life
but I thank you for everything
Everyday I look back
and remember all the times that made me laugh

I thank you for caring for me
Loving me deep down in your heart
Through all the struggles that brought us here
Deep down I love you with all my heart

From the day you adopted me
it was the best day of my life
I thank you for caring for me
and deep down it means a lot to me

I dont say I love you as much as i like to
but deep down you a true friend to me
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I cant see you
and you cant see me
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That you're a great friend to me

You help me through some struggles
and help me make my day worth living
I just wanted to say
You're a dear friend to me

Far away you are
but a dear friend you are
I am lucky to have a friend
a friend like you

Who have helped me
and who talks to me lots
A great friend you are
but far away

Just wanted to say
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so very far away
but to me you are near

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Who is shy around the opposite sex
and a girl who doesnt say a word when depressed

I am a girl
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Who told the ones she love
and a girl that was open

But all they did was laugh in her face
a girl that wants to be different

I am a girl
that has her head held high

Pretending like everything is okay
even though deep inside she is dying

I am a girl
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Who loves to be different
and want to prove to the world

She is meant to be here

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Marry you One day

by *xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx, Dec 1, 2012, 6:50:27 AM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / Post-Teen (Mature) / Free Verse

Your love is not a Lie
but a dream come true
you have proven to me
that this love will never die

You wipe away all my tears
and bring back the smiles
You give me hope to this life
that I never thought I would have

All that you have done
has made me very proud
You have made me believe in myself
that nobody could of ever done

I am happy to call you my Only
cause you have made me want to live
Thank you for helping me out
You will always be my Only one

I will live my life with you by my side
Nobody could ever take that away
It is like Gold to me
whenever you are near

You will always be the One
and I will always be here for you
Cause my love it is true
I will Marry You one day