A Night Like Any Other"A Night Like Any Other"It was a night just like any otherThat night when I was watching my brotherStumbling down the halls and chairsCreaking up the hardwood stairsThe rain was crashing like water in a sinkThe thunder boomed louder than I could thinkI noticed in his hand a bag full of trashThat contained treasures to one lacking cashBut the one thing I saw I could not ignoreBlood was dripping onto the hardwood floorsHe laid the bag down onto his bedAnd went on ahead to shower insteadOf cleaning the blood from off of the floorThe one thing I saw I could not ignoreIn the darkness I went and snuck into his roomHi
SilenceNothing but painNo sounds shall be heardNothing to forgiveNothing will healSilence is the keybehind this darken worldSilence is the loudest noisethat will be heard in the nightNothing will be heardNobody will see the painSilence is the keyto the pain that is causedNobody will listenNobody will seeNothing will healthe pain deep insideSilence is the keyit is the medicineto someone in painthat will cry silently to themselvesNo screams will be heardNo tears will fallSilence is the keywhen someone is in Pain
CuttingIt feels so goodto feel the painthe hate in lifeand the hurt all aroundIt feels so goodto go deep insidethe veins that leave marks'and the blood pouring downIt feels so goodto feel that you are aliveto love the painto love the scarsIt feels so rightto feel the cutsevery time it happensand the smell of fleshIt just feels so rightto love this painto love the cutsand to see the scarsIt just feels so goodto feel the hurtlike it was always meant to belike it has to happen all the timeIt just feels so goodto know what it's liketo taste your own blood...to see the scars on your arms...
Angel of the SkiesIt's almost like I could;Touch you again,But I'm in pain.I cannot believe my euphoric eyes,Are you an angel of the skies?It's almost like I should;Forget you less,But I can't I guess.Did you reject my chthonic cries,My angel of the skies?It's almost like I would;Love you more,But I feel empty to the core.I remember all the lustful lies,I hate you angel of the skies.
I'll BeI'll be cryingwhen nobody sees my painbut I'll be happywhen everyone can seeBut deep downI'll be lonesomewhen this whole world fades awayThat when I diemy smile will become realand the whole world sees me sufferI'll be the ghostthat haunts everyone in the night and the tearsthat turns into painI'll be the blooddripping down my veinas I fade awayinto the darknessBut I'll be happylike everyone wants me to beand I'll be cryingwhen the whole world isnt watching
A smile that can hide the pain insideDays that never endof a smile so brightthat can hide the pain deep insideThe tears that are hiddeninside the eyes that shine everydayA smile so hugeto escape the pain deep insidea laughter so brightthat can take away the pain insideNo end to this sadnessand trying to act NormalNo end to the painbut be willing to put a huge smile onAs days gone byall I can think of is deatha way to end ita way to hide my true selfCrying alone at nightwanting the helpbut fearing people wont understandwhy I feel this wayHiding myselfbeneath this mask I wear everydayA smile so bigthat can hide the frown she hasN
Fear of lifeThe darkest daysand the coldest nightFearing the lifethat this has becomeMy heart is racingmy hands are sweatingthis night and this daythat drags alongThe tears that stopfinally dried my facethe fears of my lifeand all that is left of itThe howling at nightand the whispers in my earsNo end to this nothing leftThis feeling insideand the emotions there areno one will seethe pain deep inside
StrengthStrength is crying hereWashing over me,kissing my weakness like butterfly rain singingalonewatching for an opening to the world we always promised you'd belongone dayone day, everythingwill change and become something.One day, things won't be so bleakand strength is crying here,the falling drops of inspiration,inspiring freedom and loneliness and wildness, wrappedup as one:do you miss me?But you don't love me.Farther we'll go before it becomesclouds of butterfly wings, broken on the ground, in puddles of miseryand far too much dull monotonythe colours all sucked dry from too many tearsdrowned in all the
Until the endWith all my heartwith every part of my soulI will always love youUntil the EndThis life that made us herehow we have come so farI love you so very muchwith every inch deep inside meThe way that you smilethe way that you laughmakes my heart raceand makes me feel wantedThe love you have for methe love I have for youNo matter what happens in LifeI will always love you
Sneak InSneak in the window I won't tell Just curl up under the covers with me and hold me Her brown eyes are closed I just need one night Of harmless teasing Your mouth on my forehead My fingers digging into your shirt, I'm shaking Your own tears touch my cheeks when you kiss me-you commit the fatal sin But with your hands in my hair it doesn't matterThe man and his adulteress burning in the fire they created Your knuckles stroking my jaw You kiss me and tighten your hold over and over Since when its dawn you have to leave The sun starts rising And you're crying too Because you don't want to leave I make your life b
Strike A MatchSquatting down in the gravel Lighting the fire Setting your face aflame Finally severing what's left of you from me I'm so sorry But I can't do this anymore I can't keep this upI've found someone who'll take care of me (I think) And even if I'm wrong its worth the riskI'm tired of waiting up for you Convincing everyone you'll come back.I'm leaving you behind I've done all I can doJust remember Even in a year When I'm still wrapped up in his arms And madly in love And I've given him all of me...I will always remember you.
Breaking...I'm so tired of pretendingSo tired of fitting inTo really be myselfWould that be such a sin?Their rules and expectationsHave directed every stepI've spent all my life obeyingOh the needless tears I've weptI've worn the suits and tiesPlayed all your silly gamesDone all that stupid manly stuffTo make myself a nameDenied my sensitivityAnd the gentle soul withinStrippers, beer and footballLove them and you're in!I may have left it lateBut I'm breaking all the rulesEmbracing the me that lives withinA delicate, beautiful jewelNo more living by the rule bookIt's time to see I'm freeTo take the path I choos
EscapeI want youI want you so badlyAnd I must be cursed cause no chance you to be mineThat's rightYou belong to someone elseAnd I never dare to take you away from himNo, I'm honestEven if it hurts meSo what?Everyone deserves to be happyHell noI don't believe in thisYou know recently I was thinking what if What if we could be together?What if we don't have to hide our feelings?Not you, not me, wouldn't hideWould it be alright?Or still the sameCan you answer me?I guess notCause you don't even hear what I'm asking itMy life seem empty without your smileYes, I lost my mindAnd it's all youI'm so deepl
The Shore of DreamsLove's unfurling splendorCreates a perfect nightDeepest velvet blueAnd softest silver lightThine eyes the liquid poolsIn which I float and fallLost in sweet enchantmentThou holds me in thy thrallHair so soft and silkyI cannot help but touchSweet intoxicationTo love thee, oh so muchLips that softly beckonThe promise of a kissThou my heart has capturedUpon a wave of blissCome then my sweet visionAnd take this timid handOn the shore of dreamsWith thee I long to stand
You're The...You're the sun in the morning,the moon at night.The one that gives warning,the one who does right.You're the stars in the sky,the clouds when it pours.The one that doesn't lie,the one who opens doors.You're the love over there,and the hate in front of me.The laughter everywhere,and the tears I see.You're the reason I get up every day,the reason I live.You're the reason I stay,the reason I give.You're the world to me,everything I've wanted from the start.You hold the key,forever to my heart.~Ashley Tia Long~
LOVE IS LOVESome people are Straightwhile others are GaySome believe that Gays are a Sinwhile others call it LoveOthers are BisexualWho love both of the sexesMany people call it a Sinwhile others believe it isn't fakeThere is nothing wrong with itWe are here to love one anotherSo why do people call us a Sin?When to be Honest Love is a Beautiful thingMany will think its wrongwhile others think it's perfectly fineNot all girls love Menand not all Men love GirlsSo why can't we all be equal?Why must there be a Fight?Maybe I will go to HellCause maybe it is a SinIf loving someone is a issueif loving the same sex is wr
Don't have a title... Its a Love poemFrom the stars High aboveto the ground down belowI can't helpbut think of you all day longIn my dreams there you areIn my thoughts you are always on my mindThis smile that gets biggerThere will be no tears to fallCause all i have to dois think about youAll the bad is gone in lifecause it is you that makes light shine throughI love the way things areIt is you that made everything perfectForever my love will be forever truecause without you, my life will never be complete
ForgetForget that I even bother tryingForget everything that has happenedForget that I even existand forget that I even caredJust forget everythingforget our friendshipforget our loveJust forget about everythingnot like you even cared!Just forget about me being aliveforget that I even existedForget that you even loved meand forget that I even felt the sameForget that I even walked into your lifejust forget everything nowLeave my life for gooddont rememeber me anymoreJust forget that I even triedForget that Im aliveCause that's what it seems to beSo just forget about everything!!