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Let my Life endI've lost hope for a long time
there is no way to turn back
all these feelings that I feel inside
when will my life dearly end?

Maybe I will take one last shot
to end my life fully
cause after all I'm just a problem
a person not needed no more

I will take my own life for good
It is better then living in Misery
I can't help but burst out crying
Cause in the end I am no longer alive

All the pain that I have ever felt
its so deep inside
I can't help but let my life end
Cause after all I'm just a mistake to begin with

You're the love of my LifeI never really knew you
you were just another friend of mine
someone that always cared about me
more then anybody else in this world

You were always there for me
and this is what has guide us
as we have grown so close together
Love has a different story to all

Fate has brought us together
and it has been said to all
that love is an amazing feeling
and it has always been right

You have made it to my heart
a place where nobody could ever reach
You told me I had a purpose to live
and that purpose was to be right beside you

There is no place where I feel loved
not in this world we all known as hell
but with you right beside me

Forever I'll love youNo where to run
No where to hide
Loving you so much
but missing you more

... No more tears falling
Just the pain inside

Missing you so much
and dreaming of seeing you
Staring into your eyes

And knowing all the emotions you have
Missing you like crazy
But loving you more

Forever my eyes will see
My ears will hear
And my heart will speak
Forever I'll love you

MemoriesYou made me cry
I made you Hurt
Screaming and yelling
but the good memories keep coming

Why did I love you?
Why did you "love" me?
Or was it all a lie....
I keep on wondering

Memories coming back
the good and the bad
But why do they still exist?
when it shouldnt happen?...

It was all a lie...
but I blame myself
You made me cry
I made you hurt...

It was a painful lie
a painful feeling
but the memories keep coming
but now they're fading away....

A pure heartA heart so pure
so pure as gold
a heart that shines through
each and one of your souls

A life full of darkness
but a heart so pure
that the light is willing to shine through
every inch of that darkness

A heart so precious
a precious heart to keep
the one willing to risk a loved one life
a pure heart that is meant to be

A light soul
each time someone is hurt
a soul so pure and fragile
everytime something bad happens

But a heart so pure
very precious indeed
that no matter what happens
in this life or the soul's life

The pure heart will always fight the darkness around

I dont see a PointNot sure how i feel
but this pain never truly ends
my sleep turns to nightmares
the dreams will never come by

the way i feel in this life
there was never a point on me living
cause why live this life
with all these issues in your life...

there is no place like other
this is the darkness that lives in me
Nobody will truly understand
cause afterall i am a ghost to this world

The tears that crash around me
the blood that pours down the veins
all I truly want in life
was to know a purpose of living...

I don't see that my life was worth it
it is burden deep inside me
I don't know why I'm still here
cause to me this was a mistake to begin with.

Forever....I don't know why
I feel all the hurt inside
of past memories that haunt me
in this life that was never meant to be

All the hate i feel
all the pain deep inside
The tears roll down my face
as all I wish was to start over

Why must it be this way
to feel this hatred deep inside
why must I feel this pain...
a pain forever unspoken

There is no words
to describe how i truly feel
cause to be honest....
Nobody will fully understand

The tears rolling down
the face that turns pale
a smile that was always fake
has now started fading

when will this life end....
of misery and pain within
There is nothing that I can ever say
Cause in

The way I feel about youI will love you with all my heart
but even then it won't ever show
how much you mean the world to me

I will love you with every breath I take
and with every beats within my heart
but to be honest, it will not show

I will love you forever in my life
but even when I'm gone
the memories will always come with me

Cause I love you with every piece of me
my heart, my soul, my life
it is forever yours to keep

So I will just love you
I will express how I truly feel
but baby deep down, it will never explain

The way I feel about you.

Whats the point on Living?I'm lost in this world alone
with no hope to go on
with only the tears
crashing all around me

There is nothing that can be done
nothing that is risk anything
I can't help it
but to make sure that I feel this pain

A feeling that I always wanted
a feeling that is like a drug to me
to slit my wrists open
and to watch the blood fall to the ground

There is no hope left to my life
there is no reason for me to be here
I'm stuck in this depression
that I can't seem to control anymore

I just want to feel the pain on my arms
to watch the blood flow from my arms
to feel this pain deep inside
to end my life for good....

There is no ho

Forever darkHave you ever set your eyes upon me?
Wondered who I am, behind what you see
What crossed all around my mind
Did you wonder what you would find.

Do you even know what I feel.
When I eat another lonely meal.
Not welcome in the normal group.
Because I'm of a different troop

I belong to another herd
Yes, I'm just a stupid nerd
The one you call hurtful names
While my soul goes up in flames

Every word leaves a mark
My thoughts turn forever dark

I need YouI need to feel your touch
I need to love you
I need to hear your heart beat
and to always hear your voice

You lighten up my world
You bring happiness within my life
I need to be with you
to always have smiles on my face

I need you here
I need you there
I need you with all my heart
cause without you I am nothing

I need you to want me
I need you to love me
Cause I will always love you
deep within me

I always want to show you
I always want to be here for you
I need you to be with me
cause without you, I am nothing

So love me forever
love me always
For with you in my life
There will always be love

I need to feel your touch
To hear your voic

The KnifeI take this knife
placing it to my wrist
cutting a little futher
to feel the pain on my arms

The blood pours down
on the arms that are numb
a way to feel
a way to make pain

I take this blade
slice my arm completely
cutting every inch
feeling my pulse beat non stop

To cry my heart out
feeling every ounce of pain
No end to this misery
Nothing left to feel

A tear falls to the ground
the blade across my wrist
I take this knife
and will end my life for good

PainI blamed myself for everything
There was nothing that I did was wrong
but I felt the need to be gone
I needed to let this pain go away

I never knew what was wrong
but all the hatred has killed me inside
I pretend that everything is alright
but deep down I hold the pain inside

I can't take this anymore
All these memories tear me apart
It must of been all my fault
after all I was never meant to be Born

I blamed myself for all the hate
Everything that happened was always my fault
The pain and hatred deep inside
I burden myself within this wall

I need to let all the tears fall to the ground
I never had a friend
I never had a family

I wish th

I am a GirlI am a girl who smiles
when things aren't always happy
I am a girl who cries
but stands up and starts over

I am a girl who is Bisexual
that loves both of the sexes
I am a girl in love
with 2 people

I am a girl that is strong
when most are weak
I am a girl that smiles all the time
when everything is falling apart

I am a girl that sheds a tear
but starts all over again
I am a girl that never gives up
when things don't go her way

I am a girl with a heart
a girl that is in love
I am a girl that cares deeply
for those she truly loves

I am a girl who is in love
with a guy as well as a girl
I am a girl that is Bisexual
and stands up for what sh

Monster inside my headI have a monster in my head
and it wants to come out
You've fed it, it has grown
from your actions did it sprout

I try to hold it back
but it's so utterly mad
I can't hold it back
it's the worst I've had

Stronger and stronger
It breaks apart my walls
I can't hold it back
My final barrier falls

It fights, it kicks
it bites, now you fall
You've had it coming
for yet another call

You push me around
now you will get it back
run away if you can
it's your skull I'll crack

This monster inside
I will no longer hide
it has destroyed its cage
you will feel all my rage

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All I wish

by *xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx, Jan 18, 2013, 12:51:04 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Tears crashing to the ground
heart speeding non stop
the pain that is burden within me
Nobody will truly know how I feel

Blood shot eyes
crying non stop
the emotions deep inside
I can't go on much longer

The world full of hate
the pain that never ends
when will this life end?
cause after all there is no point to it

Nothing left within me
Nothing that can ever change
all the emotions that i feel
all i wish was for my life to end....

All I wishby *xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I dont know. Crying non stop. Depression acting up, same old fucking issues with me....

~RumpleInk Jan 28, 2013

I'm there too. Can't stop thinking about it. So hard

*xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx Jan 28, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

It is hard

*sApPH1repo3t Jan 22, 2013

Great poem, I hope your feeling better though.

*xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx Jan 22, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks.

*sApPH1repo3t Jan 22, 2013

Ur welcome!

~KuraiTenshiV Jan 18, 2013 Hobbyist

the poem is good, i get the emotions that wont go away. as for the last line i hope that it is not soon. i have enjoyed your converation, and your poetry.

*xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx Jan 19, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you. and nah it isn't gonna be soon, just depression hits me, then goes away again

~KuraiTenshiV Jan 19, 2013 Hobbyist

I understand

~RedemptiaRebourne Jan 18, 2013

*hugs you* Note me?

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