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----///-----If u feel:
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-----///----Apathetic
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----///-----Feel in pain
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People annoy me ^^

Emos
dont cut themselves to get attention
dont always cry
sometimes cry because they are HURT
are not all bisexual
want to be included
are not babies
dont always date emos
dont label
want to be happy just like others
if you support emos or are an emo put this on your page

Harsh words are forgotten but the pain never truly fades.

I'm sorry if I,
CRY too much..
SMILE too big..
LAUGH a lot..
SING in the car..
CUT my wrist..
DANCE in the rain..
SLEEP on the floor..
TALK too loud..
TRY too hard..
But just remember I'm me, not you.
Repost this on your page if you've been judged

Have you ever wanted to talk,
But never really dared?
Or miss that opportunity
To tell them that you cared?
Pretended that it doesn't hurt
And said that it's okay?
And spent each day wishing
It'd all just go away?
Acted how your "supposed to"
So no one knew you cried?
And never let them see
How you really felt inside?
put this on ur page if u have EVER felt this way! UR NOT ALONE!

Likes: Anime/Manga. Gaming. Reading. Movies. Cheese ^_^ Going for long walks. Friends. History/Discover channel. A ton of shows. MUSIC! :3

Hates: HOMOPHOBIA!!!!, discrimination, sexism, racism. Making fun of people cause they're different. Ignorance. Abuse (Child, Elder AND animal abuse) It should NOT happen! People who steal artwork and claim it as there own.

Hair: Brown

Eyes: Brown

Favorite colors: Black. Blood Red. Dark Purple

Height: 5'4

Knows: English. French and a little bit of German. But not much to make actual coversations

Age: Does it matter?

10 things you might not know about me:

1. Im BISEXUAL and proud

2. I have to disabilities (Fasd and adhd.....Fetal alcohol syndrome disorder and Attention deficit hyperactive disorder)

3. Im emo and Goth.

4. I'm a tomboy

5. I HATE homophobia

6. I LOVE anime and manga!

7. I'm a Gamer Girl

8. I do draw, but Im not the greatest at it

9. I'm childish, but I cant help it

10. MUSIC is my life forever

YOUR GUY SIDE:

You love hoodies. (x)
You love jeans.(x)
Dogs are better than cats.()
It's hilarious when people get hurt.(x)
You've played with/against boys on a team.(x)
Shopping is torture. (x)
Sad movies suck. (/)
You own/ed an X-Box.()
Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.(x)
At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (x)
You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.(x)
You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.(x)
You watch sports on TV. (x) (I did when I would watch football and Hockey with my Dad)
You love video games.(x)
Guitar Hero/Rock Band rule!(x)
Gory movies are cool. (x)
You go to your dad for advice.()
You own like a trillion baseball caps. (x)
You like going to high school football games. (x)
You used to/do collect football/baseball cards. (x) (Hockey cards!)
Baggy pants are cool to wear.(x)
It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.()
Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (x)
You love to go crazy and not care what people think.(x)
Sports are fun.(x)
Talk with food in your mouth.(x)
Sleep with your socks on at night.(x)

total: 22.5

YOUR GIRL SIDE:

You wear lip gloss/stick.
You love to shop.
You wear eyeliner. (x) (not as much, but I love it guess that why people call me emo and goth lol)
You wear the color pink
Go to your mom for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the color black.
Video games are boring.
Rock Band/Guitar Hero are a waste of time.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewelry. (x)
Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You were in gymnastics/dance.
It takes you around/ more one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.

You smile a lot more than you should. (x)
You care about what you look like.
You like wearing dresses when you can. (/)
You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
You love the movies.
Used to play with dolls as little kid. (x)

Like putting make-up on someone else for the heck of it.
Like being the star of every thing

Total: 4.5

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love

Controversial Issues:
1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.
2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.
3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.
4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.
5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.
6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.
7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.
8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.
9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.
10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...
Re-post this if you believe in legalizing gay marriage

Copy and paste this into your profile if when you were young...
There were only 150 Pokemon.
Digimon was popular.
Yugi-Oh actually had Yugi in it.
You didn't get weird looks when you went Trick-or-Treating.
Nobody cared what you looked like.
Hamtaro ROCKED.
Catching a pigeon was cool.
Pirates before Pirates of the Carribean (tho it is my favorite movie).
Nobody knew how to spell 'Volcano'.
Pinky and the brain were cartoon characters, not body parts.
Saying 'moron' was a swear word.
Fire was considered dangerous.
The only thing you had to worry about were cooties.
Cursive writing was just a bunch of swirly lines.
Multiplication was scary.
Dora the Explorer and that damn monkey who follows her EVERYWHERE didn't exist.
The first Harry Potter was the coolest thing since sliced bread.

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My favourites:

TV SHOWS

Merlin
Vampire Diaries
Supernatural
Family Guy
South Park
Doctor Who
Stargate
Star Wars
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MOVIES

Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Disney movies
Back to the Future Trilogy
Iron Man (all)
Captain America
All of Star Wars
Underworld (all)
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VIDEO GAMES

Dungeons and Dragons Online
Warcraft
Age of Empires
Pokemon
Kingdom Hearts
Sonic the Hedgehog
Mario Party
Mario Galaxy
Call of Duty
Skyrim
Minecraft
Final Fantasy
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MUSIC

Disturbed
Three Days Grace
Simple Plan
Paramore
Xandria
Within Temptation
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BOOKS

Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
House of Night novels
Twilight Saga
Evermore
Hunger games
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ANIME

InuYasha
Naruto
Pokemon
DragonBall Z
Digimon

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Welcome to my page :D Have questions just note me :)

Current Residence: A darken life, a darken world
Favorite genre of music: metal, rock, hard rock, country, classical, death metal
Favorite style of art: Manipulations. Photography. Gothic art. Literature.
MP3 player of choice: anything good lol
Shell of choice: ?
Wallpaper of choice: Gothic. Anime.
Skin of choice: ..?
Personal Quote: "Cant judge a book by it's cover!"
Interests

Are you? 

48%
13 deviants said Single
22%
6 deviants said In a relationship
11%
3 deviants said Complicated
11%
3 deviants said Engaged
7%
2 deviants said Married

What are you known as? 

38%
11 deviants said Nerd
38%
11 deviants said Everything
10%
3 deviants said Goth
10%
3 deviants said Emo
3%
1 deviant said Punk
0%
No deviants said Jock

Favourite Music genre? 

29%
15 deviants said Hard rock/classic/Rock n roll
25%
13 deviants said Other (comment below)
22%
11 deviants said Heavy Metal/Death metal
12%
6 deviants said Techno
6%
3 deviants said Pop
4%
2 deviants said Country
2%
1 deviant said Hip hop
0%
No deviants said Rap

Anti-social. Gamer. Weirdo. Shy

Journal Entry: Sat May 11, 2013, 4:58 AM
Emo.

[x] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[ x] I wear black everyday.
[x] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Alesana, Underoath, Hawthorne Heights, etc.
[/ ] I think about suicide or death often.
[x] People have told me to cheer up.
[x] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black or white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[] No one understands me
[/] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[/] I wear black eyeliner.
[] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[ ] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[/ ] I always say 'life sucks'.

Total: 9

Nerd.

[] I have straight A's.
[] I wear glasses.
[x] I always do my homework and study.
[ x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement.  
[ x] Computer games.
[] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
[x ] I carry a calculator with me.
[ ] I bring my lunch to school.
[ x] I always follow the rules.
[x] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[x ] I'm always on the computer.
[ ] I've never had beer or cigarettes.
[] I always answer every question in class right.
[x] I correct people's grammar.
[x] I read a lot.
[x] School is very important to me.
[ ] I always stump people.

Total: 10


Rebel.

[x] I always speak my mind.
[x ] I have 0% of school spirit.
[x] Fuck you, I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rival's colors.
[] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[ ] I won't listen to authority figures.
[ ] I always break the rules.
[] I refuse to compromise.
[] I'm always arguing with people.
[x] I love debate.
[] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[] I don't give a shit what people think of me.
[ ] If I watch a cruddy movie in theaters, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[] I'm not afraid to contradict others.
[] I only respect my own beliefs.
[x] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[] I laugh at compromising people.
[ ] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out.
[x ] Rules were meant to be broken.

Total: 7

Jock.

[ ] I'm on one or more sport teams.
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[ ] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on tv all the time
[ ] I'm muscular.
[ ] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[ ] Go Team!
[ ] I'm a chick/dude magnet.
[x ] I eat a lot.
[ ] I'm egotistical.
[ ] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[ ] I sit at the jock lunch table.
[ ] All I talk about with my friends is sports.
[ ] I go to lots of sports games.
[ ] I'm very athletic
[ ] I wear sport inspired clothing.
[ ] play at least 3 different sports.

Total: 1


Comedian.

[x ] I'm funny.
[ ] I'm always making jokes. ^
[] I interrupt class by making people laugh.
[x] I like to entertain people.
[ ] I worship Kevin Smith.
[] I watch comedies more than anything. (nope i prefer action and thriller)
[ ] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot
[x] I'm sarcastic.
[x ] I've been told I'm hilarious
[] I always imitate people.
[ ] I pull lots of pranks.
[x]I always make sarcastic remarks after everything.
[ ] I have to prove myself by being funny.
[ ] People expect me to make jokes, always.
[ ] I have a lot of pressure to make everyone laugh.
[] If I don't make jokes, people ask me what's wrong.
[x ] Jim Carrey is my idol
[ ] I mostly get along with everybody.
[ ] At pep rallies, I'm the one acting crazy and silly.
[ ] My teachers or parents tell me I need to focus more on work and less on joking around.

Total: 6


Shy.

[x] I don't have a lot of friends.
[x]I don't talk too much.
[x] It's not that I'm snobby, I just get nervous when talking to people.
[ ] When people say my name, others say 'who?'  
[ ] I'm pretty sure mostly no one knows who I am.
[x] People have told me I need to talk more.
[x] I only talk when other people talk to me first
[x] I look down when I walk.
[x] I avoid social gatherings, such as games, dances, or parties.
[x] People have tried to help me be more outgoing, but it never works.
[x] I always plan to talk to more people, but I never do.
[x ] I sit in the back of the classroom.
[x] I never participate in class discussions.
[X] I hide behind people to avoid being seen sometimes.
[x ] I would never be a cashier, talking to strangers.
[x] I talk quietly
[x] People have called me shy or quiet.
[ ] I usually let others decide for me.
[x] If someone is talking about my favorite book or movie in front of me, I don't join in the conversation.
[] I would like to be more outgoing.

Total: 16

Goth.

[x] I wear black.
[x] I don't like to be seen.
[x] I'm very, very pale.  
[/] I only listen to metal or emo-ish music.
[x] I love creepy, weird movies.
[x] I love gothic cartoons and drawings.
[x] I don't like people.
[ ] I only go out during the night.
[ x] I have black fingernails.
[] I wear a long black coat.
[] I also wear big black boots.
[x ] 'The Crow' is one of my favorite movies.
[ ] I only date other Goths.
[x ] I love black humor.
[x] I love pain.
[x] People think I'm crazy.
[] I don't talk to anyone who isn't as deep as me.  
[] I love to scare people.
[ ] I laugh at teenyboppers.
[] People are scared of me.  

Total: 11.5

Weirdo.

[x] I talk to myself.
[x] I say really random things all the time/have to say it out loud
[x] I fidget a lot.
[ ] I still use a wheeled backpack.
[x] People laugh at me.
[ ] I walk really funny.
[x] I have a very different sense of style.
[ ] I talk in a robot voice often.
[ x] I'll stop whatever I'm doing, and break out in a crazy dance if the mood strikes.
[x] I debate stuff with myself.
[x] I hear voices.  
[x] I'm obsessed with aliens and the other planets.
[x ] I have a fascination with robots and machinery.
[] I use really big words no one understands, and they give me weird looks.
[x] I say random lines of babbling that make sense to no one but me.
[] I dart my eyes from side to side.
[ ] I always pretend I'm a robot or other weird non human thing.
[x] People have no idea why I think the way I do.
[ ] I have some very unusual, extraordinary talents.
[x] When people ask me if I like something that's trendy, I pretend to be scared or confused.

Total: 13


Antisocial.

[x] I hate most people.
[x] I prefer to be alone.
[x] When people talk to me, I just give them a death glare.
[x] Actually, most people don't talk to me.
[x] People are freaking idiots and I wish they'd all die. (majority)
[x] I live in my room.
[x] I go out my way to avoid everyone.
[ ] I never greet anyone.
[x] I despise people who talk too loudly.
[x] I want people to think I'm a freak.
[] I never talk.
[x ] I can't wait to get off this earth.
[ x] I always sit by myself at lunch or anywhere else.
[x] I listen to music on full blast on my ipod/mp3 player/headphones to block out the world.
[x] I don't know why I am the way I am.
[x] People have said I'm antisocial.
[ ] I use drugs or alcohol to escape the loneliness.
[x] Why bother when people don't like you anyways?
[x] I occupy myself so it won't look like I'm a loner.
[ x] I just don't get along with anyone.

Total: 17


Christian Girl/Boy

[ ] I go to church at least once a week.
[ ] Most of my wardrobe consists of long skirts and button down shirts for church.
[ ] I always carry a bible with me.
[ ] My whole family is very religious.
[ ] I've never been on a date.
[ ] I've never smoked or had a beer.
[ ] My beliefs are very strong.
[] I'm waiting until marriage to have sex.
[ ] I wear a cross necklace.
[ ] I have a bracelet that says WWJD.
[ ] I'm always preaching to people about the importance of religion.
[ ] I believe in God.
[ ] I'm not allowed to watch rated R movies, and sometimes, not even PG-13 movies.
[ ] I never go out and party.
[ ] I read the bible everyday.
[ ] I've memorized excerpts from the bible.
[ ] I go to Sunday school.
[ ] I've been to church camp.
[ ] I pray every night.
[ ] I sing Christian songs.

Total: 0

Gangsta.

[ ] I say 'yo'.
[ ] I also say 'fo shizzle'.
[ ] I wear extremely baggy pants.
[ ] Mah chainz hang low.
[ ] I hang with my homies, biotches, and h03's
[ ] I'm a thug.
[ ] I only listen to rap music.
[ ] 50 Cent is my idol.
[ ] I don't give a fuck about school.
[ ] I steal/have stolen before.
[] I freestyle.
[ ] I breakdance.
[ ] Gold chainz is tha way to go, biotch.
[ ] I'm white but I act black.
[ ] All my heroes are dead rappers.
[ ] Tupac is still alive.
[ ] I party with all my ****.
[ ] I wear a sideways baseball cap.
[x] I wear hoodies. (^_^
[] I wear converse with the tongue flipped out.

Total: 1

Bully.

[ ] I always steal people's lunch money. ?!?
[ ] Geeks are afraid of me.
[ ] I get in trouble all the time.
[ ] I steal people's stuff to be an asshole.
[ ] People have called me a bully.
[] I have beat someone up before. (
[] I'm always looking for a fight.
[ ] I pick on people smaller than me.
[ ] I push people out of the way when I'm walking.
[ ] I've never been in a relationship before.
[ ] People are afraid of me.
[ ] People know not to mess with me.
[ ] I'm bigger than most people my age.
[ ] I pick on people for the fun of it.
[ ] I make fun of everything anyone else likes.
[ ] If anyone crosses my path, they're dead.
[ ] People know not to try and stick up for themselves when I'm around.
[ ] I'm one of the strongest kids in school.
[ ] Even some authority figures are afraid of me.
[] People get out of my way when I'm walking. (

Total: 0

Gamer.

[ x] I own at least 2 different video game consoles.
[x ] I love Final Fantasy.
[x ] DDR & Guitar Hero
[ ] I've missed school before because I was trying to beat a video game.
[x ] I'm always trying to beat high scores on games.
[ x] I even play a lot of computer games.
[x ] I play at least 3 hours of video games a day.
[x ] My thumbs are sore often.
[x ] I spend all my money on new video games.
[ x] My boyfriend/girlfriend has to be into video games.
[ x] All I talk about is video games.
[ ] I've been in a video game competition before
[ x] I pay over 30$ a month in online games.
[ ] I have bought more than 5 accessories for my console
[ ] I know about more than 10 cheats and mods in the game I play most
[ ] I have played at least a complete week in the game I like most.
[x ] I wouldn't know what to do in an afternoon without electricity.
[x ] My parents often tell the internet is broken or simply disconnect it so I don't spend whole weekends and holidays playing.
[x ] I have more than one online account on the same game.

Total: 14

Girly.

[ x] I have long hair.
[ ] I wear make up everyday.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x ] I have to get someone else to come kill a spider or any bug.
[x ] I paint my nails
[] I use perfume
[] I keep my nails clean/shaped
[x] I shower regularly
[ ] I used to or still do Dance, Gymnastics, or Cheer/Pom
[] I like to accessorize
[x ] I like flowers.
[ ] I don't like to be outdoors
[] I'm more like my mother than my father
[ ] I like hanging out with girls than boys.
[ ] I like going to the mall/shopping.
[ ] I watch my weight/ count calories.
[ ] I plan outfits ahead of time
[ ] People say I have a soft/sweet voice
[ ] I dream about and am already planning my wedding day
[] I watch dramatic shows on tv, soap operas, reality TV, etc

Total: 5

Boyish

[] I have short hair
[ x] I hate doing laundry  
[x ] I like war type video games.(COD all the way)
[ ] I like playing or watching sports
[] People say I have a deep voice
[ ] I'm more like my brother/dad than my mom.
[] I beat up or tease my younger siblings or friends.
[] I act tough, it doesn't matter what's going on inside me.
[] There's only two emotions
[ ] I shower only when I start to notice I stink
[x] I think about the opposite sex a lot.
[x] My room isn't neat.
[x ] I bite my nails instead of using scissors/clippers
[x ] My clothes don't match sometimes, but I don't notice or care
[ ] I like to play rough with dogs
[x] I like the movies 300 , Transformers, The Dark Knight.
[ ] The best way to get the opposite sex to like you is to act like a jerk.
[ ] I don't read
[ ]I don't ask for help even if I need it.

Total: 7

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: Castle
  • Playing: DDO
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Juice

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Journal Entry: Fri May 3, 2013, 3:41 AM
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It been soo long since I been this depressed............ I can't control it. I can't control the crying. I can't control the urge of just leaving for good :'( I need someone so very much....... I wish you were on baby :(

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  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: Castle
  • Playing: DDO
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Juice

I hate myself

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 30, 2013, 1:23 AM
I don't know why I act the way I do. I just do so. I hate the moods I get, they won't go away.. I mostly hate myself for the way I make people feel. I hate the life I live. I hate everything about myself. I can't control the crying. I can't control the pain. Every little thing makes me feel hurt on the inside. How can I explain these feelings? when I dont even know why they happen. How can I share these feelings that I feel....when I don't even know what caused them.

I hate my emotional problems, i wish they were never here. I hated the way my life turned out. Because I was emotionally traumatized. I was abused my whole life. I can't trust people. I can't control these memories that haunt me.

I hate sleeping because I fear something will get me. I'm afraid that if i can't control these emotional feelings, that I will soon have nobody. That everybody will walk away from me. I don't know why I am the way I am...... I just wish I were a different person. I wish i can believe. I wish I know why I feel this way

But most of the time I don't. I hurt many people..... and i can't control it. I hate myself so very much :'(

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: Castle
  • Playing: DDO
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Juice

Sloth. Envy. Lust

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 21, 2013, 5:19 PM
Vanity
[ ] You carry a mirror everywhere.
[ ] You carry beauty supplies everywhere.
[ ] You put others down.
[ ] You flaunt or brag about yourself.
[ ] The only topic that interests you is you.
[ ] You don't listen to others problems.
[ ] You wear booty shorts.
[ ] You wear makeup.
[] You enjoy attention.
[ ] You like to do things YOUR way and YOUR way only.
Total: 0

Envy
[x] You feel negative about your body image.
[x] You don't have a lot of money.
[] You don't have good grades.
[x] You're insecure.
[x] Your living conditions aren't the best.
[x] You cry a lot.
[/ ] You've never been in a real relationship or have been in a bad one.
[x] You don't attract all the girls/boys
[x] You think everyone else has better things.
Total: 6.5

Gluttony
[ ] You eat a lot.
[ ] You always get more than what you need.
[] You always have snacks around your house.
[ ] You drink a lot.
[ ] You always have a granola bar or something in your purse.
[ ] You hide food.
[x ] You binge-eat.
[ ] You are normally warm.
[] You can crack a lot of your bones.
[x ] You often say, "I'm starving....".
Total: 2

Lust
[] You are very sexually active.
[x] You have had three or more girlfriends/boyfriends.
[] You wear matching underwear.
[ ] You wear a lot of makeup.
[x] You have fetishes.
[x] You have looked up porn.
[x] You are a fan of Yaoi/Yuri.
[x] You are not a virgin.
[x] You have '"fantasized".
Total: 6

Wrath:
[ ] You have not had a real relationship.
[ ] You go to anger management classes/used to.
[] You have to take special pills.
[x ] You are aggressive.
[] You hate someone.
[x] You have hurt someone - physically or mentally.
[x] You back-talk people.
[x ] You have gotten detention before.
[x] You get into fights - verbal or physical.
[] You are strong.
Total: 5

Greed
[ ] You are wealthy.
[] You often buy things.
[x] You WANT instead of NEED.
[ ] You have expensive things.
[ ] You put yourself before others.
[x ] You can tend to be a little rude.
[] You don't try to save money.
[ ] You own more than two cars.
[ ] You own more than two credit cards.
[ ] You always have to look the best.
Total: 2

Sloth
[x] You don't do gym in school/ don't try in gym.
[x] You don't have the best grades.
[x] You procrastinate.
[] You go to bed at ten p.m. and sleep until 12 a.m. (
[ ] You often take naps.
[x ] You fall asleep in classes.
[x] You're often called lazy.
[x ] You don't participate in class.
[ ] You do the minimum amount of work.  
[x] You seldom go to church.
Total: 7

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: Castle
  • Playing: DDO
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Juice

I am Boyish. Nerdy. Emo

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 14, 2013, 1:18 PM
♥| Girlish |♥
[] I love at least one shade of pink.
[/ ] I don't like being messy.
[ /] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[ ] I like wearing accessories all the time.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the salon once a week
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[] I bring my phone\iPad with me everywhere.
Total: 1

♥| Boyish |♥
[ x] I wear baggy pants.
[ x] I play video games.
[ ] I listen to boy bands.
[ x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[x ] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.  
[x ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.
Total: 7

♥| Nerdy |♥
[x] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[x ] I enjoy studying.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[] I'm a straight "A" student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in
[ x] My favorite subject is science.
[x] I enjoy reading books.
[x ] My assignments are always passed on time.
[x ] I correct people with their grammar.
Total: 6

♥| Emo |♥
[x] I love the color black.
[x ] I always sit at the corner.
[ ] One side of my hair is covering one side of my face unless behind ear.
[x] I like listening to metal rock music.
[x ] I have a lot of problems in my life
[/] I'm not much of a loud person.
[] I barely have fun.
[x] I barely go out with my folks or friends.
Total:  5.5

♥| Childish |♥
[ ] I am open to my parents.
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons.
[ ] I don't like scary movies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[x ] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[] I like being with my family relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[ ] I've ran around the house in my underwear.
Total: 3

♥| Popular |♥
[ ] A lot of people adore me.
[ ] I hangout with the coolest crew.
[] My parents are loaded.
[ ] I get everything I want.
[ ] I don't wear the same outfit twice.
[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.
[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.
[x] I don't like people blocking my way.
[ ] I have a lot of friends.
[ ] A lot of people look at me.
Total: 1

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: Music
  • Reading: Eragon
  • Watching: Castle
  • Playing: DDO
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Juice

Journal History

Cat or Dog Person? 

58%
19 deviants said Cats
42%
14 deviants said Dogs
0%
No deviants said Neither

Favourite? 

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6 deviants said Gaming
32%
6 deviants said Reading
26%
5 deviants said Music
11%
2 deviants said Other *comment below*
0%
No deviants said Chess
0%
No deviants said Sports

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Wishlist

Publish a book of poems
Get better at my drawings
Work on photomanipulation
Maybe work with computers?
Live in happiness

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